Saturday, August 04, 2012

wedged

I have this unfortunate habit of needing to replay and repeat things in my head over and over and over again.. until somehow, I am over it.  Thus, I find myself stuck between regret and anger most day.  I know, I know, a crappy way to live.  Makes me solid as a performer, but for daily life, it's wears on me.

I don't know how to fix it though; how to stop.  I'm sure forgiveness is somehow a crucial piece, but how does one handle that space when forgiveness is still just a choice and the feeling of peace, of resolve, hasn't followed?

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