I'm feeling stale. Not sure why... Our church is growing, we have two small groups, children's ministry is becoming a problem... these are actually all good things. Yet, I feel... I don't know...
There are times when everything should be ok and then something isn't right. I can never figure it out it seems in time to do "the right thing" or respond/prevent. I'm always in some way disconnected. Church is good, finances suck... kids are healthy, but the dog is nuts... I'm always in some state of mess - laundry, dishes, more laundry, more dishes. This shouldn't affect me the way it does, but it does.
Life never seems to just flow.
Maybe my expectations are off and the lives I perceive others living aren't all as together as I think. Maybe I'm terrified of life flowing peacefully, free of anxiety. Maybe I'm just tired...
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