I've suddenly become a grown up at 35! I can't believe I have a real job suddenly with stuff like 401k and after x hours, I'm vested. I'm not even sure what the hell that all means, but there sure is some sense of urgency to save my pennies for a rainy day.
Seriously though, I've been hired by a local hospital as a pastoral care associate (chaplain). Although somewhat daunting working for the healthcare industry, the ministry opportunities are amazing. I witnessed today my first POA (power of attorney); specifically a "Living Will." It was so intense and powerful. The authority in this man's voice to know and choose how he would die was just amazing. I actually began to get a bit emotional at the thought of so nearly touching death. Powerful and intense are the only words I can find.
Then later, after some tedious paperwork, I was able to go out and introduce myself to some families waiting for news about loved ones. It was like riding a bike. You see, prior to my eldest's entrance into this world, I worked full time in ministry. Wasn't sure if I was cut out for it; but after getting this job, and especially after today, I can't help but minister. I can't help but share God's love and hope and peace. I just can't help myself and it feels good getting back into it.
Anyway, sorry I haven't written in ages. I'm hoping to improve now. Blessings...
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